After bowling, We had our dinner at suki sushi! (thank you to zhi gang!) we had dinner and sharing over there. another enjoying moment that i love the most! then we proceed to KBOX to have over singing session over there. i didn't sing much as i know my voice is like a horse! nothing nice will come out? but i still believe one day i will sing real well! (in my own mini world!) Thank God for such a wonderful moment and time that i can spend with my brother & sister. Next there is still 3 more days before i enlist. so will play hard! and rest as i need to take care of my body too! =)
Yesterday, another sad but happy to know, i finally said that i want to break up with her. from the start i didn't really want to say everyone wants me dead. i think, at that point i have lose control of my thoughts and emotion, as this is too similar to what happen few years back before i started off with my current Ex. So i pray to God all the time, saying that please Lord, let me have a brave heart to tell her what i really feel inside me. but a lot of people know that i'm not good at expressing myself to people. whatever it is, i have said that and we broke off this time for real. i just want to focus on my career first, don't think i will want to start a relationship for now cause it took me so much energy.
Yesterday i said a short nor long message saying that we have hope if we do it right, right time and God allow... i heard this somewhere before and i still remember till today. Only time can be our witness, and of cause time also can tell a lot in a person. i don't really know how to bring out my thoughts and feeling in this blog but i have try my very best to express it, here is a place where i can express my anger and my sadness.(of cause there is happiness too)
its morning, 29 july, 7:58am & it's a thurday
shaloms
Karlson
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