kite session

Yesterday is a wow time, i enjoyed a lot and its a unforgettable day. i bought a kite at $8.50, and it flew up so high compare to the another kite that cost me $3.50. Although i'm very poor, but i still want to buy a kite even it cost me 15 bucks! Cause if it can save our relationship, what is a 15 bucks compare to a broken relationship?

yesterday she asked me, why i out of a sudden want to have a patch, and i said "no reason, and if there is a reason the reason would be i love you". i remember that time i had my bible study with one of the pastor, or is it i doing my quiet time? forgotten, but it said about recover lost relationship. saying about recovering lost relationship, it's hard to reconcile a lost relationship then maintain a relation. why? one the lost relationship is lost, there will be a scar mark and a phobia will last very long!

actually both have it own difficulty, it takes oneself maturity to handle. i won't say i'm mature enough but i know i have a great responsibility towards any relationship.(e.g friends or love one)

my re-solution for next year or even next next year will be maintain a healthy relationship and i can tell you loudly! I CAN!

time really fly by quick, going to enlist tml morning! time to lost my freedom and a singaporean -_-" but well, it's a stage of life, have to go through it! but to think of it, i don't have a place where i can find a definition of where i belong. if you say emerald condo is where i stay i will say yes i stayed there but there is a place for me to sleep only no warmth of love or even just slightest concern. the time is coming, i soon will move out and buy my own apartment, own car n own savings. i will MIA from my family or so called family...

that's my aim for the next 1 or 2 years.

shaloms